Things have somehow got back to normal~

i have to pray hard that it stays this way...

but somehow i feel that there are still hidden currents which we both are avoiding... is it abt me not willing to tell ppl that i'm attched or is it the amulet that hubby insist on wanting to chant?

honestly, i still believe that all these "titles" are just labels... maybe i should start to "change" and make hubby feels more secure...

dunno leh~ hmmmppppp.....

hubby on guard duty at Maju... ger home studying... pulling hair coz the freaking assignment is so hard to do~ sob sob...

currently, we are both thinking of moving over to the states... i'm hoping to secure a job there since all i'd studied are all in American context... if i can secure a job over there, it means it just take time to bring hubby over.

i hope we can move to a place with slower pace, both of us can start afresh without all the ppl starring at us, hoping to see what will happen... judging us~

i hate that...

anywayz...

hubby and me meeting up later at 3pm...

need to go shower up liaoz~

love u lots hubby~